lost.

i sit here
lost in a world of confusion.
i'm searching for you.
waiting for you to find me.
you led me here.
i lost sight of you.
i can't find you.
i've searched relentlessly.
and still you're no where in sight.
have you noticed?
have you realized i'm not with you?
not behind you?
not following you?
does your heart ache?
like mine aches?
because you, too, can't find me?
i've realized some things.
i've realized the thoughts of my heart.
i know where i stand.
i know how i feel.
i find it hard to function.
i can't focus.
this confusion consumes me.
but i still sit here waiting
praying you'll find me.
dreaming you need me
as much as i need you.