it's not something i've really felt for a long time. i used to feel it all the time as a kid. ALL the time. but after a while, it just faded. i realized i didn't need to be jealous. because it is a freaking huge waste of time. but now guess what? the jealousy bug has bit. i absolutely hate feeling jealous. it makes my heart so heavy that it seems unbearable.
so what do you do when you feel jealous? how do you get over the feeling? how do you escape from this trapped feeling? i feel like i can't find a way out. i feel like i don't even know why i'm jealous-i really have no reason to be. but i am. and i wish i could help it... but i don't know if i can.
maybe i'm just over-tired and stressed. maybe i'm emotionally drained and this is the result. or maybe, i'm really, truely jealous.
i guess it's just something i'll have to wait and see.
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