realize.

sometimes in life, there are moments when suddenly, something hits you.

you realize that maybe things weren't the way you thought they were.

that maybe, just maybe, you were totally, utterly, and completely wrong.

sometimes, those moments are filled with such a great joy.

sometimes, they're packed with anger.

and sometimes, those moments are overflowing with sadness.

such a great sadness, it's like your heart is smashed.

like a 4000 pound brick has landed right inside your chest.

and it hurts, so badly.