it's a love journey.

this life we live, it's a great big love journey.

our brains are wired for love. we always think about it... it's always there in the back of our minds.

but how to we totally live our lives loving like we were meant to?

this life is a love journey, but that doesn't mean we know how to love.

learning how to love is just a big huge part of the experience.

sometimes.

everybody needs somebody sometimes
everybody needs somebody on their mind
so tell me what you want
i'll be there to hold you
because everybody needs somebody sometimes.

-a rocket to the moon (sometimes)

here i am.

here i am.

all of me.

take my heart.

set me free.



at the door you knocked.

i couldn't keep ignoring.

the door is open.

my heart is for your exploring.


reveal me.

show me your way.

guide me towards who i am.

for to you i will pray.


here i am.

all of me.

take my heart.

set me free.

sick.

DESPERATE.
written in bold letters. all caps.

it's what written on their foreheads.



have they ever looked in the mirror and tried to wipe it off?

thoughts.

in the process of moving on, i've found the less i try to move on, the quicker i actually do. it's quite odd... the more i let myself dream and think and wonder and hope, the easier it is for me to say goodbye in my heart. it seems as if the pain goes away faster the more i let myself just be without trying NOT to dream and think and wonder and hope.



but then again,

only time will tell.

realize.

sometimes in life, there are moments when suddenly, something hits you.

you realize that maybe things weren't the way you thought they were.

that maybe, just maybe, you were totally, utterly, and completely wrong.

sometimes, those moments are filled with such a great joy.

sometimes, they're packed with anger.

and sometimes, those moments are overflowing with sadness.

such a great sadness, it's like your heart is smashed.

like a 4000 pound brick has landed right inside your chest.

and it hurts, so badly.